The roller coaster life~

Life is something very amazing~ there's a moment u thought that u can handle and manage or even overpower it but there's also a moment u realise that u can't do much about it.

I had been through up and down over the last 3 weeks. It's like i said- it felt like rollercoaster. Firstly, the pace of my life has been so intense nearer to studio submission. I cannot think of anything else. Studio, eat and sleep were the last 3 things left in my mind. I can't even think of my dissertation. And then, in the mid of this period, the newly-borned Marco has lit up bit of my life. The arrival of him brought along hope and joyfulness to our family. I am so excited and encourage during this intense period of time.

However, what i never get to predict is that-my beloved grandpa passed away after the arrival of Marco in 2 weeks time. What a shock and huge impact to my life! The day i got the news was the day right after my studio preliminary review, I was still struggling very hard for my studio final submission 2 days later. I cannot even concentrate after hearing the news. I tried so hard to calm myself down but I really cant. What I can think of is, what make it so sudden that he have to leave us now? I can only remember the last thing I talked to him was to eat well, sleep well, stay healthy and I will see him again next year. And that's the last~ I cant see him anymore... And due to the tight submission and semester scedule, I cant even spare my time to go back to attend the funeral. How i wish i am there~

The up and down of the life pace is something really hard to cope with. It's one of the chapter of life that one always need to learn about. It has been a week since my grandpa left us. After coming back from the class trip to Germany, i finally can face the fact and write out how i feel about this. It's still very pain to think about that while writing this post. But what i wish is that, my beloved one will RIP and always give his warmest bless to our family. I will always remember and love you.

Life is too short~ Always appreciate ur love one. Tell them how you love them and there's never too late...