Congratulation~Our pride~Dr Lee~

It was my second bro graduation convo for his PHD course last Thursday. A very big day for him. I went all the way to Nottingham despite my dissertation interim submission is in 5 days time. I just want to say, COngratulation!!! my dear brother, U r always our pride~ I am so proud to be ur sis!

小小的感动~

当我坐在火车包厢内,火车缓缓地开向 NOTTINGHAM 的时候，我不期然的望向窗外，被窗外的景象深深的吸引着。不是什么世界景观，只是在英国郊外随处可见的草原风情。

人生是一个又一个不停的旅程。我们总被繁忙及很快的旅程牵动着，只来得及看见一些主要及很大的事与物，旅程就不知不觉地结束了。过程中，我们总会忽略一些小细节，一些往往最令人动容的小细节。

我也一样。 近来，我慢慢开始珍惜那些在旅程中小小的细节， 包括一些人，事，物。一些平凡无奇的东西，渐渐开始引起我的注意，也渐渐的牵动着我的心， 让我傻傻的会心一笑， 甚至感动不已。火车窗外只是一片青葱的大草地，阳光洒在草地上，成群的绵羊慵懒的在草地上吃着草，不远处有间小小的屋子，屋子不远处是一片蓝蓝的海。就这一个画面，让我感动了好久。我不是第一次路过这个地方，但我却是第一次被这个景象深深的吸引着。原来，感动只是一件很简单的事情。

还有三个多月，我即将迈入我人生的第25个年头。没有太多的期待以及目标，只希望能踏实的，一步一步地走过这些日子。希望，这些日子是没有遗憾，也是充实的。我希望我能放慢脚步及目光，看见及珍惜身边一些常被我忽略，被我认为理所当然的人，事，物。没有什么东西是永恒的，当我们还能珍惜的时候，要记得珍惜他们。

The roller coaster life~

Life is something very amazing~ there's a moment u thought that u can handle and manage or even overpower it but there's also a moment u realise that u can't do much about it.

I had been through up and down over the last 3 weeks. It's like i said- it felt like rollercoaster. Firstly, the pace of my life has been so intense nearer to studio submission. I cannot think of anything else. Studio, eat and sleep were the last 3 things left in my mind. I can't even think of my dissertation. And then, in the mid of this period, the newly-borned Marco has lit up bit of my life. The arrival of him brought along hope and joyfulness to our family. I am so excited and encourage during this intense period of time.

However, what i never get to predict is that-my beloved grandpa passed away after the arrival of Marco in 2 weeks time. What a shock and huge impact to my life! The day i got the news was the day right after my studio preliminary review, I was still struggling very hard for my studio final submission 2 days later. I cannot even concentrate after hearing the news. I tried so hard to calm myself down but I really cant. What I can think of is, what make it so sudden that he have to leave us now? I can only remember the last thing I talked to him was to eat well, sleep well, stay healthy and I will see him again next year. And that's the last~ I cant see him anymore... And due to the tight submission and semester scedule, I cant even spare my time to go back to attend the funeral. How i wish i am there~

The up and down of the life pace is something really hard to cope with. It's one of the chapter of life that one always need to learn about. It has been a week since my grandpa left us. After coming back from the class trip to Germany, i finally can face the fact and write out how i feel about this. It's still very pain to think about that while writing this post. But what i wish is that, my beloved one will RIP and always give his warmest bless to our family. I will always remember and love you.

Life is too short~ Always appreciate ur love one. Tell them how you love them and there's never too late...